I just broke down

Firstly and once again thank you for taking the time to read my blogs for the likes shares and lovely comments I have been receiving. I have to be honest and say I just don't know where to start this week my life has been turned truly upside. 3 years ago my second son william went to live with his father and older brother . For sometime I thought all was ok, then a few weeks ago I started getting phone calls from William , he was not happy and feeling very depressed, as much as I tried I could not get William to open up to me , but through a mothers instinct and help from the angels I knew just knew something dreadful was going on . On Friday morning my son william came back into my life nothing and I truly mean nothing could prepare me for what was happening next, the boy that stood in front of me what is a complete shadow he look drawn pile dirty clothes all we had in the world in one rucksack no money no self-respect as I gave him a cuddle he went then it hit me in the bottom of my stomach and saw the bruises. We sat and talked and my boy broke down and told me what has been happening in his life in the last year. My eldest son had been systematically beating my second eldest he was covered in bruises 6 foot tall and weigh in no more than 8 stone 12 pounds my world was shattered I couldn't understand how he could do that to his own brother but I also couldn't understand how William let him was so passive to the violence I was heartbroken speechless stoned still struggling to come to terms on a Sunday afternoon with what on earth is going on my head and heart.  William and I talked all weekend crying cuddling now he's back in the safety of his mother's home with his little brother and 2 little sisters I know that she will need love time understanding and confidence building but I know that we will get there I have told him and ask him to remember it'll with Mum connecting with the angels and asking archangel Michael to come back into his life. So now I need to address my eldest son's actions 23 years old 6 foot 4 is seemingly intelligent man who has decided to beat abuse belittle his brother when all his brother wanted to do was look up to his Big Brother. But I am taking comfort in the fact that he's home safe and well and now we move on, my friends I am not telling this story to you for sympathy or pity but this has made me realise the world can be a dark place if we choose to turn a blind eye and accept other people's violence negativity we say it's ok your actions are tolerated but they're not know can it ever be, I also need for myself to come to terms with this to get rid of the negative energy I'm feeling to believe in, and to believe the universe will understand my pain and I will give my pain to the universe because I don't know how else has a mother to cope, I wanted to write a blog about different situations we come across and how we can all see them differently this is one of those cases Fraser believe he's just in his actions but it can never be tolerated never turn a blind eye to any violence sibling husband wife, well my Google family I will look positively into the forthcoming weeks where we will mend our hearts I know I normally draw a card but this week I haven't no will I pretend fantastic spiritual things have happened when they haven't I always swore I would never make up an angel hospital to story just to sell so I sign off but I will give you my love my blessings and hope you all have the best week ever thank you

The hardest thing is tolerance

Firstly thank you friends for your support for the likes and shares thank you for taking the time to read these blogs. Well it's been another busy week again my 3 year old has tonsillitis many doctors visits and my 10 year old has open evenings so a very busy week, but I am so proud of the way we have all pulled together this week. I have finally learnt how to use Twitter this week after many failed attempts and I'm enjoying a new found audience so many many thanks. When I look around there are so many beautiful different people from what people choose to wear to the colour of their skin the language they speak and what they believe in , we are all so different in so so many ways so why do we find it so hard to tolerate each other to see only difference instead of beauty, to see the negative instead of finding out the positive, too close yourself off through being intolerant you deny yourself so many experiences and so many important life lessons we need on a spiritual journey in this time.  Angels do not have a preference or really mind if your hair is bright pink they will guide and protect and love no matter what that's a job and their purpose , it's not that I am seeing the world we live in through rose coloured glasses but I choose to Seize a good rather than the bad I choose to find a positive in so many negative situations and why do I do this because I choose to be happy I choose to listen to the advice given to me by my angels. As I have said so many  x I do believe we can all talk to Angels and spirits we just forgot how to tuning it's a tool we do not need in this day in age but perhaps we really should go back to basics. I know so many spiritually aware people with physical illnesses or disabilities sometimes it feels like the world we live in is moving too fast and we are just playing catch-up and it leaves us exhausted physically emotionally and spiritually drained to find a positive and a negative to give yourself happiness to be a little more tolerant will only be good for yourself and feed your soul so now it's time to  pulla card and to see what's in   store thisweek  i am using archangel Michael as he has been very close this week and I feel that is because my daughter has been quite poorly the card I have pulled is eternal how to find someone that partnership that love that trust is very special and must be protected when two people are drawn together and they walk the same spiritual path meant to be eternal love special just the same as Eternal Flame eternal twin Sam find it easy find others like myself after I have a few goes before we find that special someone, but eternal love and trust used to be protected blessings to you all my friends and I hope this week brings you joy and happiness

Fear sells

Hello friends I haven't blogged in a little while , I've had some very testing weeks with my health and life but all back to kinda normal now , thank you again for taking the time to read and share I feel we are all so very busy lately with so many things happening and the energy has been very intense and heavy. So taking time for ourselves has taken a back seat so don't forget to recharge take time for yourself do some you enjoy I don't have a lot of time so my time out is standing in the garden in the morning just breathing in the day then its mum and I am back to auto pilot 😊 .there is alot of negative thinking at the moment and well what can I do to change anything , way of thinking . we a bombarded with so much fear though the press , media ,social sites  that soon we start to look at things in a disproportionate way and why because fear sells , fear sells millions and millions there isn't alot of mileage in a good news story it's over and done with but a negative story with distress can be drawn out for days and the knock on affect of books , films interviews all reinforcing the fear the doubt we have  .. There are millions  of acts of love and kindness that go on daily and just because its not headlines it doesn't mean its not happening each act of kindness will bring another so we can all make changes for the better , my pappy was in prisoner of war camp in the war and all they had was each other and the acts of bravery and kindness yes fear sells but love is stronger . so I have drawn a card for us all they are from messages from your angels. The card is children and the angels are speaking as I am typing this has never happened before so I'm just going with this. What are our children watching they are becoming desensitised to early its to much to young the are precious and innocent and don't need the burdens of man   thank you angels x. So thank you friends for reading my rant 😊 please all have a good week with peace love and light xxx