I just broke down

Firstly and once again thank you for taking the time to read my blogs for the likes shares and lovely comments I have been receiving. I have to be honest and say I just don't know where to start this week my life has been turned truly upside. 3 years ago my second son william went to live with his father and older brother . For sometime I thought all was ok, then a few weeks ago I started getting phone calls from William , he was not happy and feeling very depressed, as much as I tried I could not get William to open up to me , but through a mothers instinct and help from the angels I knew just knew something dreadful was going on . On Friday morning my son william came back into my life nothing and I truly mean nothing could prepare me for what was happening next, the boy that stood in front of me what is a complete shadow he look drawn pile dirty clothes all we had in the world in one rucksack no money no self-respect as I gave him a cuddle he went then it hit me in the bottom of my stomach and saw the bruises. We sat and talked and my boy broke down and told me what has been happening in his life in the last year. My eldest son had been systematically beating my second eldest he was covered in bruises 6 foot tall and weigh in no more than 8 stone 12 pounds my world was shattered I couldn't understand how he could do that to his own brother but I also couldn't understand how William let him was so passive to the violence I was heartbroken speechless stoned still struggling to come to terms on a Sunday afternoon with what on earth is going on my head and heart.  William and I talked all weekend crying cuddling now he's back in the safety of his mother's home with his little brother and 2 little sisters I know that she will need love time understanding and confidence building but I know that we will get there I have told him and ask him to remember it'll with Mum connecting with the angels and asking archangel Michael to come back into his life. So now I need to address my eldest son's actions 23 years old 6 foot 4 is seemingly intelligent man who has decided to beat abuse belittle his brother when all his brother wanted to do was look up to his Big Brother. But I am taking comfort in the fact that he's home safe and well and now we move on, my friends I am not telling this story to you for sympathy or pity but this has made me realise the world can be a dark place if we choose to turn a blind eye and accept other people's violence negativity we say it's ok your actions are tolerated but they're not know can it ever be, I also need for myself to come to terms with this to get rid of the negative energy I'm feeling to believe in, and to believe the universe will understand my pain and I will give my pain to the universe because I don't know how else has a mother to cope, I wanted to write a blog about different situations we come across and how we can all see them differently this is one of those cases Fraser believe he's just in his actions but it can never be tolerated never turn a blind eye to any violence sibling husband wife, well my Google family I will look positively into the forthcoming weeks where we will mend our hearts I know I normally draw a card but this week I haven't no will I pretend fantastic spiritual things have happened when they haven't I always swore I would never make up an angel hospital to story just to sell so I sign off but I will give you my love my blessings and hope you all have the best week ever thank you